Wednesday, March 27, 2013

Potential friend

Did you really just do that?


I thought you were cool.  Insight, intellect, compassion.  Could you be a friend?  

How could I have misjudged so.
You aren't an equal.
The pain of an expectation unmet.
I laugh from the hurt of it.

Hahaha!

I'm shaking!  

No, I didn't know that, you silly girl.
We all know you as well as you know us.
Which is apparently not.

Protesting a hatred for deception
Immediately deceives

I pity.  I pity.

You've hurt me, but all I feel is sadness for you.
Am I really that poor?
I tried to be gentle...
This is exactly what I was trying to prevent.
This is exactly my fear.
Fear?  Perhaps you were right in your wrong.  You left a gem of insight.  I can use that.

Nobody is on my level.  Does this mean I'm levels beyond, or levels below?

So much left.  How did you get so deep?
I put effort into you.  EFFORT.!
I deemed you WORTHY!
We might have been FRIENDS!
Why would you do this?  Is it my fault somehow?

Will I learn a lesson?
The burner will always be hot.
Would it be worth it, the chance to succeed? 
Was I even close?

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