Gray

A dark gray.  Washed out by rains long past, but still fading today.  Does it show?  Do people notice? Or is a faded gray so common as to be invisible? 

I like black, but need white on the inside.

 Isn't everyone gray?  We should be gray together. But I can't touch them.  I can't caress them, or hold them.  They aren't mine.  I long to do so, but isolation is preferred, it seems.  But I see people.  I see people who see color.   

How does one add color.

I still like black, but a splash of blue or perhaps red could do me good.  Even if the red is my own blood.  

I'm not likely to get noticed, but blood is a color I can enjoy on my own, separate.